So..something happens, you observe it, you take the hit, it doesn’t feel good. And then you are embarrassed because you have negative emotion. Do you feel embarrassment when your gas tank indicator tells you that you are on empty? Or do you just go get some more gas? You don’t condemn your indicator for telling you that you need more fuel and we want you to stop condemning your indicator that’s telling you: you need more connection to Source Energy. That’s all it’s telling you. IOW something that you are focused on right now is not a vibrational match to who you really are. You might want to fill up with some better feeling thoughts so you are more of a match to who you really are. So when you are realizing that your emotions are your friend… Your emotions are letting you know what you are doing vibrationally. Your emotion is letting you know how full of who you really are you are or how much you are pinching off who you really are. You know what negative emotion is? It’s how you feel when you’ve chosen a thought that your Inner Being doesn’t agree with. If your Inner Being is in agreement with your thought, your IB joins you fully and you feel full. You feel radiant, clear-minded, vibrant, you feel energy, joyous, passion, you feel love, you feel appreciation. When you are choosing a thought that your IB and all that is Source joins you in, you feel fabulous. But when you choose a thought that is you out here on your screwy leading edge choosing something that is absolutely incomprehensible in terms of what Source knows to be. Things like: I’m bad” or “I’m unworthy”. Things like “I’m not good enough” or “I’m not smart enough”. Things like I should have done something differently and now because I’ve done something differently, now I’m in a condemned, unblessed place”. When you choose those thoughts and you beat the drum of them, you just hold yourself out there in the darkness for a while. Not because light is not shinning all over you, it is. But you put up your big umbrella shade and you are just keeping yourself separated from the Source that is really you. From the Source that is always beaming to you. >From the Source that is always available to you. Cincinatti, OH -9/24/03