…in most relationships… you say, “Oh, as you held me as your object of attention and appreciated me, (Before you got to know me, before you found out what I am really like!) you appreciated me because I showed you only my very best parts, especially in the beginning. As you appreciated me, you stayed connected to Source Energy. And in your connection to Source, held me as your object of attention, you flooded all of this wonderful energy all over me! And it felt so good, and I’m sure I am in love with you because it feels so good to have this experience!
But now, both of us are in a little bit of trouble. Because now I am only able to show you the very best of me, because if I show you who I really am, you might not be able to feel that way about me. In other words, it’s tension all the way around!”
Boulder 6/12/04B