san raphael - 8/10/03
“don’t i love creating? what’s next?
oh yeah, here’s this fresh new desire - unfulfilled, but now your saying unfulfilled {happily}, not unfulfilled {bummed} {laughter}.
now when someone says ‘how’s it coming along?’, you say ‘it’s coming along’.
& they say ‘do you have it yet?’ & you say ‘nooooo, no it’s not here yet. i’m still molding it, i still get to play with it’ !
i’m still in the phase of putting it together. i’m still in the phase of picking out the components.
i’m still deciding what i really want.
i’m still in the process of really being the deliberate creator.
i haven’t started to play with it yet in physical form - it’s all happening mentally - but oh - the sensation of this creation is ‘life-giving to me’ !
that’s what we want you to hear …
- life-giving to me !!!
desire is life that you are summoning & whether it has been manifest or not,
IT IS STILL LIFE !!!!! …….
and we want you to leave here today - IN LOVE WITH YOUR UNFULFILLED DESIRES.
we’d like you to have a hundred things that you want that you don’t have!
we’d like you to have a thousand things that you want that you do not have!
if someone says ‘what do you want?’, we’d want you to just go down the list of all of these things.
and someone not understanding would say ‘you poor thing’ {laughter}, all those unfulfilled things.
and you’d say … yeah,
can you just feel how much life i have ahead of me?
can you feel how much summoning power i’ve got going?
can you feel how much universal force is flowing through me?
can you imagine how many things the universe is orchestrating on my behalf?
can you imagine how alive i feel?
can you imagine how i feel when i wake up in the morning knowing that all of this is being orchestrated on my behalf?
do you know how many fairies of the universe are assisting ME today???
{pause} we’re done. {huge laughter & applause from jerry & the audience}.