I want to love the man who just walked away. I want to love him for the man he has set forward for me. I want to love the aspects of my life. I want to have these manifestations.
But more than all of that, I want the peace I will have only when I train myself into the absence of resistance. It’s so much easier to do the work from inside the vortex, and it’s so hard to do it from outside.
But then your logical question is, “But Abraham, if I’m not in there, shouldn’t I do something about getting in?”
Not really! Just sleep more, just bask more, just try less, just lighten up. Let go. Let go of the struggle, let go of the determination to make it happen and try to trust that there’s a larger part of you, infinitely interested in you, because it is you, who is tending to all of that good stuff that you have put there, who will call you in. Call you in! Call you in!
Just chill and release and play our silly games and bask more and try to meditate a little bit.
Phoenix 4/17/10