There are two ways of approaching this. In other words, as you beat the drum of what you don’t want, “I don’t have enough money, nobody loves me, I don’t like where I live and my body is sick. I don’t have any money, nobody loves me, I don’t like my body, it feels very sick.”
In other words, and so as you’re beating the drum of this stuff you do not want, as you’re beating the drum and beating the drum and beating the drum and beating the drum — out of your awareness of what you do not want is springing rockets of what you do want and whether you are personally identifying these preferences as they are being born, they are spewing out of you and they are moving into your future experience. And All-That-Is, Source Energy, the fairies of the Universe, Godforce, whatever you’re wanting to call it is receiving your preference and acting upon it and your future experience - it’s like feathering your nest - your future experience is being prepaved to accomodate you in these desires.
But you’re beating the drum and you’re beating the drum and you’re beating the drum of what you don’t want and the desires are launching, launching, launching, launching. So under those conditions where your desire is really stretching from a place where you clearly are not - a little bit of allowing goes a long way under those conditions and you have a sort of quantum leap. For a moment. Because your habit of vibration is over here and even though you went to sleep or you got distracted or somebody made love to you and your got your mind off what was bothering you and so you were in a state of allowing for a little while. And you in your state of allowing you allowed yourself to receive some of that. And so a sort of miracle happened. A sort of quantum leap happened. But usually your habit of thinking has not changed enough to maintain that for very long.
The contrast can catapult your desire - it’s like pulling a rubber band, back, back, back, back, back and when you let go it really goes a long way. That’s a sort of quantum leaping your way through experience. It’s a rough ride, a rollercoaster ride, we don’t recommend it.
The other way is, you beat the drum of what you don’t want, you’re sensitive to your emotion, you recognize it doesn’t feel so good. You think, “Well, I know what I don’t want, what is it I do want? Oh yeah, I’d like this”.
You beat the drum of what you do want . You beat the drum of what you do want.
You apply your 17 seconds over here on the drum of what you do want rather than applying your 17 seconds over here on the drum of what you don’t want.
So that gradually….in other words…. “I don’t want this.” “I do want this.” “I do want this.” “I do want this.” “I don’t want that.” “I do want this.” “I do want this.”
So that what happens is you are gradually, incrementally improving the quality of your life.
Seattle workshop 6/28/03 CD 4 track 9